thursday & 2day (friday) are such sad days.

1st--Michael Jackson died.
the pop king died, kapoot, no longer here.....i cant believe it. i think im still in shock or something since ever since i was little, my dad was always "MJ this & MJ this & Billie Jean & Beat it & Bad...." & etc. he was a freaking idol to me with my dad off-key singing in the car & me prancing around the car when i was around 5 & jumping up & down to the songs >3>. itz still shocking that the great Michael Jackson is gone. I hope wherever he is now that he's happy & resting in peace. RIP Michael Jackson, the world luvs youuuuuu!!!!! TT^TT!

2nd--my classmate died.
i recieved an email that one of my most recent classmates just died due to unfortunate circumstances. he was a very good friend of mine--a little on the quiet side but was a good creative thinker & a good drawer as well, tho he tends to doze off during class. itz rly sad how he's gone now....i hope he's resting in peace also...hope to send a card to his parents about my condolences. RIP Pat Doherty, u will be sorely missed. TT^TT

3rd--i got injuries.
this past monday for lab, i was the experiment organism-thingy & i had to run 3 laps up & down 4 flights of stairs in the Science Building. there were a LOT of stairs & i didnt do any extraneous exercise in almost 2 yrs now sooooooo....my legs rly hurt afterwards. & as a result, itz hard 2 walk & climb even more stairs. & then today, i was walking down the stairs in my dorm building (no elevator) when my legs suddenly gave out under me (cuz of the hurting from past monday) & i fell down the stairs, hit my head, & sprained my ankle. im okay...itz just that rite now both my leg muscles hurt & i have an ankle sprain on my rite leg now....how annoying. also since i have my final exam on friday 9 AM...im gonna havta walk down more flight of stairs & walk to my exam room in time......i wonder if i'll make it safely???? O^o

4th--my Final Exam.
arghhhhhhhhhhh~ <sigh> i hate Finals, especially in this particular class im taking this summer...thatz ending 2moro. in this class (bio 108), i havta pass BOTH LECTURE & LAB in order to pass the class. now passing lab is FINE....itz passing the lecture that seems to be the problem. asides from this lecture final, i only took 2 exams/midterms & the teacher aint dropping the lowest grade. & on the 1st exam, it took me by surprise & i got a "D-"....sadly ='[ on the 2nd exam, i kinda expected it & i got a "B-" as a result. now in around 4 hours @ 9 AM (itz 4:50 AM rite now here), im gonna have my Lecture Final & i need at least 45/60 on it to pass Lecture---problem: i wont be able to reach that far >3<!!!!! & im actually studying rite now, short break on this journal entry to rant out. arghhhhhhhhhh, im SO NOT in the mood rite now for this Lecture Final that i definitely need to pass since i just took my rly difficult Lab Final on Wednesday!!!!! >3> boooooooooooooooooooo.

ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...i think thatz my rant of sadness & whining rite now. cant wait til this is all over & im bakk home on saturday. =^= rly wanna go home, havent been home since february....rly miss it & CHINESE FOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD!!!!!!!!! argh...homesikkness sukk. & final exams sukk too. >[